I still remember when I left for the last time, you looked so sad,
That I, almost, wished, I, could, go back, but I,
Swore to be resolute, swore I’d be dead to you,
Said to you we’re no more, let the door close I headed through,
Usually I’d hit stuff, crumble a wall,
Break a knuckle, get too drunk, stumble and fall,
Make an ass of myself, til I pass the fuck out,
But I’m past it, I’m passive, the passion is doused,
So I’ve gotta keep it moving, lady, why waste time?
Do ya - get the picture, like an eye maze?
I’m, never ever coming back to you; you’re taking it hard,
But I was this close to smacking you and taking the charge,
After mastering the art of non-reaction, think I’m snapping,
Cause I held it all inside and almost died of the inaction,
Let the tears pour, let the tears pour,
But even as I cry, I gotta wonder who the tears for...
(Hook)
So much hatred in my heart, thought you’d be the one to fix all that,
But I’m colder than before now, the shit’s all wack,
I mean you watched me fall to pieces, all to pieces, so its peace now,
Need my Mona Lisa, moaning less, so need a lease now.
Nothing left mourn, but I don’t take responsibility,
Typical, I know, but know that being there was killing me,
Every single whisper in the night time untrue,
Nothing I can do, worse, nothing I can undo,
This is what it’s come to; first I had to hunt you,
But now I’m trying to run, I’m trying to get away from you,
Wedding ring a shackle on my finger, to a ball and chain,
Sickest thing about it though, I’d probably do it all again,
All to gain, what; just another look at us,
Ahead of all the misery, before it all, changed,
Before I had to walk away, before it all ended,
Before we even fought that day and there was still a friendship.
credits
from Section One,
released June 1, 2012
Lyrics: N. Latella (Ngajuana), T. Worthington (PnT, Maths Time Joy)
Vocals: N. Latella (Ngajuana), T. Worthington (PnT, Maths Time Joy)
Production: PnT WorldWyde
Tracked, Mixed and Mastered by: Fresh Kils in The Kilzone
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