Could I make you feel my pain?
Can you relate and have you felt the same?
I think I finally hit rock bottom, yeah,
I think I finally hit rock bottom…
I’m bottoming out. I’ve hit my lowest point,
Probably hit the bucket too much, I need smoke a joint,
Re-assess, maybe quit, so my breathing’s best,
Stop the smokes, cease the cess, drop the dro, ease my chest,
I’m a mess, just a ball of stress and aggression,
Caught between self-reflection and this Smith ‘N Wesson,
That I’ve been caressing while contemplating death and,
The consequences therein, my kids, wife and parents,
It’s kinda depressing and I’m kinda depressed,
My flow’s kinda divine, still I’m trying to impress,
When I’m, head of the line, maybe ahead of my time,
I’m ready baby, I’m ready! So lemme just shine,
Cause I speak from the mouth what I write with the heart,
Put my coeur on my sleeves, like new tattoo art,
Still I’m stuck going nowhere fast, at light speed,
Soon I think I’ll have to take a torch to this pipe dream.
Could I make you feel my pain?
Can you relate and have you felt the same?
I think I finally hit rock bottom, yeah,
I think I finally hit rock bottom…
It’s looking like the only place to go is up,
So can you blame me if I seem a little broken up?
Or if I’m smoking up, I mean I’m joking, but,
What if I wasn’t and the only way I cope’s with bud?
On top of that imagine I’m starving and broke as fuck,
Thought I was a smart drink of water until I broke the cup,
And I am old enough to know what’s up, know corruption,
Mostly cause I am so corrupted and it was so seductive,
And then I learned a game for dope I hustled, posted up,
And sold a couple even though I hated it and know it’s trouble,
And I hate to fuel stereotypes,
But it was either that or back to stealing stereos and bikes,
That scenario’s not right, am I right? Alright,
So to deal with my self-hate for that, I write,
If you haven’t felt my pain by now, you haven’t lived,
Rock bottom, gotta see Hell to see what Heaven is, its life.
Could I make you feel my pain?
Can you relate and have you felt the same?
I think I finally hit rock bottom, yeah,
I think I finally hit rock bottom…
A product of London, Ontario, Ngajuana stays active in the Canadian Hip-Hop scene. Ngajuana is a proud founding member of
the Canadian collective Dreamsters Union. Boasting nearly 600 songs, 6 albums (and counting), 200 shows and multiple awards won, consistency is no surprise; it's to be expected....more
It's a return to the days of real hip-hop with a real message. Moore and Exit Only bare their souls on every record they make and their passion for the art shines brilliantly! Ngajuana