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SickSongsToo Ft. Bobbi Redd

by Ngajuana

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Wandering, what a waste, simple fact: I'll be gone soon, without a trace, Coming back? I don't wanna if I get a say, - If I'm stuck, then I only want a better day, hey I've been___, Breaking down, - Biodegradable baby, whoa, - Biodegradable baby, whoa. This my thesis, talking pieces missing, uh, My soul, Jesus and a peaceful mission, whoa, Josh Wolfe, off the leash and sniffing, teeth I'm gritting, Seeking victims, rage byproduct that it's heat I'm spitting, -Uh, spit it from the spot where my spirit was, - Been visiting the spots that were dear to us, -Trying to find what it is I've lost, at-what-cost? I'm breaking down, wrapped up in my flaws, I'm trapped, stuck in this fog, fuckery, luckily nothing, It's back to Dangerous Dog, they all just pups to me, suckling, And I been feelin' like a bird of prey, I'll kill em all, Get you celebrating Murder Day, mask up, purge away, Morals gone, I've been steadily divisible, Cooked down to my purest form of residual, Used to be invincible, puzzle laying broke apart, They forgot the muzzle though, gettin to the dopest part. -Only thing you'll ever get from me is leprosy, Nothing's really left, - can't even say regretfully, - Especially special, what they expect from me, I'm technically the best, technically, - respectfully, -Best broke, last year's best hope, Less dope, woulda done better, smokes, woulda sung better, - - Haven't lost the vices though, Compass all screwed up, don't know where it's right to go, -So that's decisiveness lost, coupled with good health, -That cut in half the records that I could sell, Slowly losing sanity too, and understandably, If you ever had to stand with me and give a hand to me, Lost all the strength in my legs, I lost my family too, I've had to pay, but can't manage the dues, I'm so frozen, it's slow erosion, no emotions, Lost hope, over hoping, still I'm coping, I'm Wandering, what a waste, simple fact: I'll be gone soon, without a trace, Coming back? I don't wanna if I get a say, - If I'm stuck, then I only want a better day, hey I've been___, Breaking down, - Biodegradable baby, whoa, - Biodegradable baby, whoa. (X2) -What's left? Just breath, barely living, -What's next? Success, I'm fairly driven, -Fuck yes, been luckless and very hidden, Victims of The Boy From the Ghost Town, buried with 'em, Lost shackles, lost lighter, so that fucks this joint, Lost my way again, lost my point, Biodegradable, environmentally sound, I'm more than capable, I just been stuck underground, -Piece-by-piece deceased, I'm something else now, Hell bound, got held down, after I fell down, Told my side of the tale and had em spellbound, Painted every bit of it Braille, beautiful meltdown, Lost my will to live, that was the last to go, Nobody'd miss me, I'm a bastard, yo, I been a classic making classics though, animal cruelty, When all's said and done, I'll make em gas the G.O.A.T.
2.
I don't care if you like it, it's about the vibe, It's about the high, this is what you play when you about to fly, - Lo-City up, if you doubt it, die, - DU the clique you cannot deny, Get your palms red, I can see the path, - If you could see, then you could see, I see the math, If you could be, the future me, then truthfully, -- You could see there's nothing you can do to me, Live like it's one life, son like, sun bright, - My body move to body dudes, I'm un-liked, - And you could find a ton of dudes I'm unlike, - Cuz I ain't had a thought I wanna un-write, I cannot stay here, I've got shit to do, My purpose here is to inspire you, I've got nothing but music but something to prove, So just act like you're in my way, move, -yeah. - Clap your hands, or do whatever, - Raise your glass to new endeavors, - We can't stay here forever, So we - - So we dance and we stoppin' never, Let, your, body move (So we dance and we stoppin' never) - Let your body, let your body move, Let, your, body move (So we dance and we stoppin' never) - Let your body, let your body move - Respect it, I'm injecting the dopeness, At the same time, affecting your perpetual motion, I'm regretful you're neglectful of the craft, if you spit, - Called out, watch 'em all stall-out, - - Crash and burn, If they been gassed, then at last they'll learn, easy ignition, Maybe not the easiest listen, I'm devious, a needed addition, Can't be impeded, I'm the peak they envision, So let your body move, lady, like we touching parts, - Uh, let's make some fucking art, I've got the Kush at heart, your pussy push-to-start, Manicured lawns or the bush leagues, a park's a park, Play ball, dog, hot dog or raw dog, Pray to my clique, yo, DU, we all Gods, So make your fingerprints hurt, and pull 'em back apart, Treat 'em like 'em like you been pimpin' baby powder, slap 'em hard.
3.
Uh, quit my job, working life written off, Five kids, having trouble chewing what I've bitten off, - It's true, the cheque had me getting soft, Everyone forgot me, so now, everybody gettin' robbed, - You prolly like, "Juana, just go back to work", -But I'd have to wanna be a slave for that to work, - And everyone sees income as attached to worth, Everything is Gucci, long as Gucci on the actor's shirt, -Work a tractor, or sell crack, you attracting dirt, Scream 'trap life', well, yeah, but the trap is earth I tried to stay on track, track ended, hit the wall, Broke my neck, broke my back, now they trying to bust my balls? Ain't got a lot left, my clothing it is not fresh, I'm sleeping on a futon, in closing, I'm hot mess, -Empty water table, bucket's back dusty, Firefight with life, I'm buckin' back, trust me. (Bobbi) (Pre) And I broke my back and I broke my neck Trying to stay on track, trying to cut the check; (Chorus) When the well runs dry, do you stick around or do you say goodbye? When I'm on the ground, do you pick me up or do you keep me down? Too in love with your money, makes you sell your soul, Too in love with your money, makes your heart go cold My heart cold, black too, charcoal, - Don't even think it's there, it's just a dark hole, Getting money tend to leave you with a parched soul, Track middle gotta be my high, it's how an arc go, - It's art, so, I gotta' play my part though, Used to have ambitions and a spark, til I parked those, Trying to fill plates up, witness got a partial, Kinda told the end, but where to start though? A barcode, -I want, everything you got for sale, I need top and tail, and you gon' need a miracle to top the tale, - String of other hustles I will not detail, Sing enough for suckers and you'll suffer to get locked in jail, - Thought prevails, call me David Copper-fail, Magic with a heist, rough sailing; greed'll rot your sails, - Plotting on the plot, but the options frail, Talk, it ails, thoughts in Braille, picture it go off the rails. (Bobbi) (Pre) And I broke my back and I broke my neck Trying to stay on track, trying to cut the check; (Chorus) When the well runs dry, do you stick around or do you say goodbye? When I'm on the ground, do you pick me up or do you keep me down? Too in love with your money, makes you sell your soul, Too in love with your money, makes your heart go cold Listen, - I don't know what fondness is, - I don't got friends, I got accomplices, -Missing morals, pride, victories, accomplishments, Negative's a matter of time, so let's get on with it, Nerves shrugged off, ceiling served buckshot, Everybody down on the ground, move you must not, -Employee touched the button, had my luck change, Helicopters, cruisers, motorcycles and the trucks came, - - I ain't giving up though, I need the money, this is money by the truckload, Odds ain't in my favour, it's a blowout, Time to show out, if I go out, then I go out, no doubt, Partners dropped their weapons though, tell me where your heart at, No need for a stethoscope in your case, you disgraces, - Stopped me in my tracks like some disc-brakes, On the ground, all of it untied, like my kicks laces.
4.
9:46 02:16
9:46, that butt-smoke was just gross, -- Fuck, folks, from now on it's just tokes, Wife gone, our us broke, - I should hush though, Sorry dog, but we still share a job til our pups grow, Yuck flow, just adjust, just a touch, just whoa, Just the tip, just a nut, just for sluts, just hoes, Eat it if it's clean and it smell good, I suppose, You may disagree, but you suck though, uh oh, -Sick of dealing with these cuckolds, it's just old, Rap like I'm mummified, words channel Tut's soul, Child-God, turned to Rap-God, I've grown up, -If I'm at the show, question why you've shown up, Your mistakes are your mistakes, one day you will own up, Til then it is Nic won, there's pain in that donut, pause, -- - - - Um, - Please discuss though, speech just disgusto, Money should fall from the ceiling, stucco, -Not paid enough for my competence, need a monument, - They think I conjure it, really I'm just a conduit, I am the consummate consequence of the condom-less, - But not as common, I'm closer to what a comet is, A shooting star, - wish on me if you dare it, If we compared it, rap to me is very fish in a barrel, bang, Step in my brain, you'll see your vision is narrow, Spot you with eyes of a hawk, cock and I hit you with arrows, Silence ain't only for lambs, violence is only for man, Die today, sirens fade, waiting to start up again, uh, Air raid, air raid, they just let the bombs fly, drop like Bonzai! -- Tell your mom bye, - tell Saddam hi, I'll keep it onside, when I drop, I drop like swan dive, Been so sick for so long, so many days gone by, puke, uh, Vomit then, vamos, uh, upchuck then I'm ghost, Uh, yup-yup, do the least, while all these fuck-ups do the most, uh, - How could you ever consider us close? You just delusional, - - Who am I talking to? I must be losing it, Meaning, my, mind, my dreams play in rewind, Think I must be aging backwards, game is eeny meeny mine, Hip-Hop-scotch, pop rocks, pop-lock, block's hot Chop-chop, that's not pot, pop-pop, dot-dot-dot.
5.
I will tell you no lies, might leave out some details, I wouldn't trade my rep for any retail, I wouldn't ever rat to see me prevail, Ship sinking? Why you think we keep these pails? Keep bailing and the boat keep sailing, Either sheep or you Bo Peep, lead or keep trailing, But the current currently be leading dudes astray, They all follow other followers, my new dismay, fuck em, I live the life they talk in their raps, The game's a crock, I'll take a pool-ball and sock to their yap, PC a big talker from life, I don't chop in a trap, Fuck the Internet, too, I am not about that, Most blunt, I don't smoke blunts often, And I don't stunt, why you need to know I make a profit? My kids clothed and fed and they know I love em, They love me too, cuz I don't a put a thing above em, Even when I'm lost in my own head, my glorious fate, I categorically state, my priorities straight, That said, I will stab you in your face, I have got a temper, I will leave you with a scar, just so you remember, -Cold June or a hot December, uh, Spot pretenders, clear the room, like a rocket entered, Fuck Chi, I don't got a center, Heart cold, soul hot as embers, no example, I am not a mentor. (I'll tell you, tell you no lies, I'll tell you, tell you no lies, I'll tell you, tell you no lies, I'll tell you, tell you no lies) Wear a crown, but the first name Nic, I'm no Stephen, -King in my region, there's reason I been leading, Rappers in season, I been eating, I binge beat em, Take a binned beat, then bring heat, the hinge weakened, I been off mine, - going crazy over lost time, Suicidal, no-one save me, I am not fine, - I lost more strength than you ever had, -I'm either never happy or forever sad, People either idolize or hate me, There's no in between, you do or don't rate me, - I ain't the type of dude that you kinda like, You either freeze up or go to a blinding light, - - And The other option: turn away, - - Y'all gon' muthafuckin' learn today, I paid my dues in full, I really earned my way, Sorry, I'm not concerned, feelings have gone away, I never told a lie, never talk out of turn, I will just sink your boat, rip you from bow-to-stern, - You probably don't get it, but you will respect it, Only thing you can expect from me, I'm unreflective , - Morbid, absorb any shine, Been selfish, if I can get yours, it is mine, I am that kid, skinny kid, hungry like a fat kid, Smile when I'm angry, keep my enemies attracted, uh.
6.
- I will just crush your soul, smoke up the extract, pop a few ex-lax, - Uh, cop squats on these hot shots, my thought-box, steer me straight to your thot box, -- Quit thinking you can talk shop, - you are not ready, I am not-not, - Twisted, like when you knot knots, I am screwed up, I am sick in my knot, It's over for you, now I feel vindicated, - Syndicated, never fully imitated, - Innovative, always got some new shit, Upper limits homie, you could never do this, - Uh, that's a general statement, From the DU General, just send a location, And that'll be the end of you, I ain't even gangsta', But I will fucking kill you, after I befriended you. - They don't want, they don't want, friction, - They don't want, they don't want beef, It could get really real, really substantial dog, Don't change the channel dog, you have been cancelled dog, - Over for you, It's over for, over for you, - What will you do? Over for you, - It's over, it's over for you, trust me. - I think you think I'm somebody else, Talk real loud, 'til you're screaming "somebody help", I been an odd bloke, been a machine, a couple cogs broke, - Fuck a blog post, I really rob folks, - If I ain't God, I'm God-awful, If nobody called the cops, I'd have not got off you, I am cold, punch you in your snot-box often, If you pop-off? My response is drop-off coffins, Stop talkin', often there is no soft option, Opt caution, The Juggernaut, there is no stoppin' my, Momentum, my flows venom, the truth of it, Mind bright, plus shine bright, I'm super-lit, In hindsight, define fight, My spit divine, first sign, was the time on the crucifix, Uh, first sign was the cross, Now you can't say my name without the sign of the cross, That suits, and this suit it is very you, Picked it out special, wear this to your burial, - - Cheers to your health, -With each word you speak, you just bury yourself Embarrass yourself, cloaked in your frontin', Stripped to your character, you're bare as yourself, Been a pharaoh, only when compared to myself, The gap narrow, feral when I carry the belt. - They don't want, they don't want, friction, - They don't want, they don't want beef, It could get really real, really substantial dog, Don't change the channel dog, you have been cancelled dog, - Over for you, It's over for, over for you, - What will you do? Over for you, - It's over, it's over for you, trust me. - I will just crush you whole, Cry at the wake, like I loved you so, Smile at your girl, like I got the ho, offer those, Well wishes, help with it, plant the seed, watch it grow, Beef is not optional, you've got a window, Don't close it, I'm tossing you, hanging you, dropping you, Watching you tumble down, falling down, screaming out, All I can think is "Bitch, who were you talking to?", - -It's over, dog, I'ma put you down, like an older dog, Or my drink, or the door on an old garage, Lemme crash real life, on your droll mirage, Because I fold facades, -what will you do now, - You ain't got guns for a shootout, uh, -I guess you ain't hard as you claim, Or every shot missed and it's pardon your aim, Lemme start with a crane kick, brain hit, Pain hits, picture painted, shameless, lemme frame it, Box, shoot, kick, shute-box or wrestle, I got you, I guess you thought you're special? -You the worst sound they know, I'm the best though, -It's a third-round K.O., from a death-blow, Everyone knew it, the same way your girl did, They felt that shit all in their chest though.

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Dreamsters Union Presents: SickSongsToo, the second installment, of the newest series, by Ngajuana. Enjoy! It's free, if you want.

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A product of London, Ontario, Ngajuana stays active in the Canadian Hip-Hop scene. Ngajuana is a proud founding member of the Canadian collective Dreamsters Union. Boasting nearly 600 songs, 6 albums (and counting), 200 shows and multiple awards won, consistency is no surprise; it's to be expected. ... more

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