Looking down, I’m imagining death from off this rooftop,
Sure I’ll miss my kids but I’ll get to meet 2pac,
With one fast move, I could be a legend,
Problem is, if I jump, I ain’t seeing heaven,
But I feel like this is hell, I’m trapped in depression
Cracking around the edges cause I’m lacking direction,
Which way do I go from here? It’s unclear,
Got a screw loose and my transmission’s missing some gears,
Like Bluetooth, I’m hearing voices whisper in my ears,
When I turn around there’s nothing, like the speaker disappears,
Still I hear it crystal clear, like I’m schizo of the year,
Bout to blow up in your faces, like a missile in the mirror,
So my mission is for dolo, need to roll out on some Michelin’s
Need to fire up the pistons, get guapped, get an assistant,
But it’s daunting when you see what you’ve been wanting in the distance,
And your past is chasing, racing just to haunt you to the finish.
Which way do I go from here, it’s unclear,
I’m spinning, spinning, spinning out of control,
I’m outta control, I’m on a one way,
Hell’s looking tempting, suicidal Sunday.
Mortuary Monday, toe-tagged on Tuesday,
My wake on Wednesday, dead, but with dues paid,
Funereal on Thursday, family in disarray,
Viewing me with distaste, body still on display,
Three sons to kiss me, three sons to miss me,
I’ve already be-gun to be-come history,
Gone with the wind, on with the sin,
I’m off to fight the Devil, only armed with grin,
Too lost in my daydream, barely heard the footsteps,
Knew it was the cops already, didn’t even look yet,
Turned around, wondering what they could wanna ask me,
And suddenly a Rodney stick knocked me into last week,
Knocked me on my ass cheeks, kicked me, gave me crack teeth,
Yelling “this is punishment for every single bad deed”,
Don’t know why I’m getting it, or why they want me crucified?
They beat me til they booked me for attempted suicide……say what?
Which way do I go from here, it’s unclear,
I’m spinning, spinning, spinning out of control,
I’m outta control, I’m on a one way,
Hell’s looking tempting, suicidal Sunday.
A product of London, Ontario, Ngajuana stays active in the Canadian Hip-Hop scene. Ngajuana is a proud founding member of
the Canadian collective Dreamsters Union. Boasting nearly 600 songs, 6 albums (and counting), 200 shows and multiple awards won, consistency is no surprise; it's to be expected....more
It's a return to the days of real hip-hop with a real message. Moore and Exit Only bare their souls on every record they make and their passion for the art shines brilliantly! Ngajuana